School Thoughts.

I used to blog about my day or my weekend. It seems as though these moments have stopped, and all I blog about is poor little me. Which I might add is very refreshing and relaxing to vent via blog. However, I would like to add some good into the blogging world. I will do my best to keep positive, even though my emotions have been on a roller coaster ride and I sometimes sound like a crazy person. As I said, I will TRY.

First, I want to thank all of you for your well wishes. They mean so much and I am sure the parents would appreciate it all the kind words as well. I am truly blessed to have found all of you.

Well to keep you all updated, I have transferred schools and will be starting at a new university in January aka Spring semester. Since teaching Sunday school, I have changed my mind on the age group I will be teaching. I am now going to be teaching grades 7 - 12 English in approx 3 years or less.

I love kids. I think they are adorable, but I feel that teaching little kiddos would in fact be like babysitting. My little angels (insert sarcasm) in Sunday school do not listen. In fact, last Sunday I didn't even finish my lesson, because not one single student listened to anything I said. My day ended with being bled on and snotted on. The best part? I am only there for ONE hour! But at the same time I volunteer my time to help out the parents. One man (I think he is a single parent) has 3 kids and one of his kids looks to be down syndrome. I am not really sure what she is diagnosed with. She looks about 8 years old. He also has 2 other sons. Basically, he has his hands full. So I wake up every Sunday and go teach (babysit)them to give this poor man a break for at least one hour of his day.

Back to school. Once I figure out my student loans, I can then sign up for classes. I am considering taking four classes and working full time. This is how I have figured this out. One class is online. One only meets Thursday night. Two of them meet MWF 1-150 and 2-250. I am thinking I could work 7am-530pm OR 730am-6pm OR 630am - 500pm. I am still mulling it over. I do not know what I want to do. I have to at least be half time so I can get financial aid. I miss the days when my dad took care of this stuff for me. I hate being a grown up! SO that is where I am right now. I just want to dive into it and be done! At the same time I do not want to kill myself over it either. I have lots to think about!

I will stop rambling now.

Have a good one!

Love Lots

'LuLu'

Venting.

Lately, I have been on edge. All I want to do is scream, and perhaps throw things. I am completely stressed out and under so much pressure that I am starting to feel it in my back. I blame my office environment for this. I cannot wait until the witch I work for leaves, and I finally have a professional and respectable person to work for. I am really appalled at the immaturity of the whole thing. My boss has not spoken to me since she screamed at me on Friday. If she needed me to have something, then she literally has thrown it at my desk. I have sticky notes with things to do on them, because she is not speaking to me. she is 62 years old!!!
Well, I am completely done with her. I will only be speaking to her on a business level and the is all. I tried to be friendly and make small talk, but that will not be happening anymore. I am so done with the people in this office, and the first of the year could not get here fast enough!

On another awful note. I spent Saturday morning and early afternoon at a funeral for a 3 1/2 month old. It was the worst thing I have ever had to do in my life. His name was Preston and he was diagnosed with a brain tumor at about 2 1/2 months. He was the most beautiful baby boy I had ever seen. He was so sweet and happy. I only got to see him once, but I am happy that I at least got that. The parent's are Scott's cousin and his girlfriend. They are the nicest people you will ever meet. It breaks my heart that this happened.

Wow. Talk about some sad posts! I think I will end on that note.

I hope everyone is having a great week!

Love Lots,

'LuLu'

Cruella DeVille Has Returned.

I know it has been awhile, but I have been busy and dealing with stressful issues.

First, let me tell you about my boss the devil.

Lately, everything has been rather uneventful and the work environment has been alright. However, this all changed Friday at 4PM. RIGHT before I was about to leave for the day.

I was told at lunch time to get 3 checks issued. I was also told that there was no rush and I could do it at the end of the day.

Since I was already entering invoices and printing checks, I just included those 3 with the rest of them. Makes sense right?

At the end of the day, I had all checks printed and stapled together with the invoice it belonged to. I then proceeded to take the checks down to the Treasurer's office to be signed. The problem was the fact that the only 2 people in the entire office that could sign checks had left. No one could sign it.

I took the checks to my boss and proceeded to apologize that they could not be signed.

And this is when the shit hit the fan.

She screamed at me.

I was told I was a horrible employee.

I was insubordinate.

I was just plain awful.

She told me to take Monday off without pay.

I was 16 years old and being punished.

I lost it.

I yelled back at her.

I told her that I did what she wanted and that I am not insubordinate. I told her that I always do what I am told.

I then asked if I was to be coming into work or not come Monday morning.

She threatened me some more and told me to come in.

I told her to have a nice weekend and left.

I hate her. Seriously, there is hate there. I can't wait til January 1, 2010 when she is no longer my boss.

She is unstable and thinks she is the boss of everyone. She is on a power trip and must therefore show off her authority. She makes things up and is always trying to hurt people.

I was not in the wrong. I am really upset and dreading her coming into the office today.

I am however proud that I stood up for myself for once. After nearly a year and a half of being screamed at, talked down to, snapped at, etc I finally took a stand. GO me!

~ 1 month left of her as my boss. That is if she doesn't fire me first.

Oh wish me good luck for the next month!

NOTE: She is an elected official. So there is no one who oversees her, except the people of the city. Which if you think about it - I am the people of the city. so technically I could be her boss :-)

Love Lots,

'LuLu'

Happy Friday Ramblings

since I am posting from my office again and do not have my Halloween pictures, I thought I would post about the things I love. Also things I love that calm me.

Enjoy!

1. I love books and Coffee! This means I love Barnes and Noble with a passion! I could spend hours just roaming around that store. The aroma of books and coffee is so soothing. It can really put me in a great mood.



2. I also love pedicures! They are the most relaxing! I don't get them as often as I like, but they are pretty fantastic!



3. Bubble baths with a nice glass of wine or even champagne are my favorite thing to do!


4. Music! Music is just soothing. Lately I have been enjoying some jazz, and of course my Frank Sinatra!



5. I love candles! They give any room a nice soothing, relaxing vibe.



6. Wine. It makes any bad day good. Of course this is only if you do not over drink it. We all know I have learned many lessons on this one!



7. Maybe it's just me, but I have a love of office supplies. There is nothing more exciting than buying a new notebook or pen! I also love the smell of crayons! Am I alone here?!!



8. And this is where I wish I lived. Everyday of my life waking up and doing this. I imagine this is what Heaven is like.



What do you love?


Happy a happy weekend lovies!


Love Lots,

'LuLu'

I'm Back!

I am back from vacation! Well I got back Saturday and the second I landed in Ohio I came down with a cough that has me sounding like a man. So very sexy I assure you *insert sarcasm*. I think my immune system would love me more if I lived in a sunny warm place. Sadly folks I am stuck in the great state of Ohio *again with the sarcasm*.

We got back Saturday as I said above and proceeded to go to a Halloween party. I will upload pictures of the costumes as soon as I can. They are being held hostage in my camera at the moment.

Monday was a long day at the office. As my boss decided to get on my computer and change the setting thus causing me an hour worth of a headache trying to figure out why my password would not work. I contemplated throwing a shoe at my boss because she messed with my office. Seriously, think rage on copier from Office Space.

On a good note I have managed to get somewhat caught up on my dvr Sunday and Monday. I missed some good shows it seems.

Today is the election! I already voted and am anxious to see who I will be working with come Jan. 2, 2010.

Well, I will leave you kiddos with pictures of our trip now!

Love Lots,

'LuLu'











And yes I know my boobs look weird in the dress for some reason, and the words written in the sand were already there. I thought it was cute so I had to capture it on film!

Enjoy!

Arrival In Florida!

Well we arrived safely last night in Tampa. It is not as warm here as I would like it to be. Currently, I am staring at the pool wishing it wasn't too cold to get in! This is torture at its finest.

Last night I got to meet my little 11 day old cousin! Here are the pictures!






I am so in love with her! I hate that I won't see her that often. She really is beautiful.


I am not sure what we have planned for the day, but I am sure we will think of something. I do have plans on going to Universal Studios sometime this week.

More to come!

Love Lots,

'LuLu'

Caution: Serious Uncomfortable Topic Ahead.

I have many fun posts ahead, and one in particular is about a three wolves shirt. But before I post about the shirt, the wedding, and my Halloween costume, I wanted to get a little serious. . .

After sitting in numerous classes throughout my life and being surrounded by small minded people I have decided to bring up an issue that some people find uncomfortable.

Warning: These are my opinions. I want to hear yours. Please be NICE and CAREFUL about what you say. THINK about it first BEFORE typing it.

I want to discuss the topic of "race".

What is "race"?

The dictionary explains it as being, "a group of persons related by common descent or heredity."

Here is what I know. Race is a modern idea. This idea that we classify people by the way they look is a fairly new concept in terms of the whole world.

I have come to find that I do not believe in race.

And this is why:

If we were to trace our heritage what would we find? 100% "white" or 100% "black". I seriously doubt that. The truth is we are all a mixture of "races". I may be considered "white" but I have no clue as to what my heritage background really consists of. So for me to believe in a term or idea that claims we must classify people seems a little far fetched. My opinion is that race is a ridiculous term and one I choose not to believe in. We are people. Human beings. That is my classification.

That being said, this country is still experiencing racism. People think they are better than others simply because of the color of their skin, religion, or sexual preference. Racism is still a problem in our country, and it wont go away unless we talk about it.

It is true that I am a white woman. It is also true (and sad) that I experience certain privileges because of that *insert total and complete shock*.

We don't want to think we are privileged because of the color of out skin, but look at your everyday life and things you take for granted. For example, dolls for girls? What color are the majority of these dolls? America is so full of different cultures and people, so why are the toys we buy our children only represent white non Hispanic non Asian people?

I think deep down I realized this before, but this week sitting in my anthropology class I realized it even more. We watched a You Tube video that almost made me cry. Seriously, I was heart broken over it. You can watch it here


It is called "A Girl Like Me".

Because racism still exists today, it is still our responsibility to better our world and our country. Do not ignore it. Talk about it.

Please when discussing use caution and acknowledge others feelings. Some take offense to things when others may not. Know your audience. Do not accuse someone of being racist. Simply discuss their behavior or their words. Do not name call.

We need to work together. I personally find it sad that it is almost 2010 and we are still dealing with racism.

Let's stand up and start talking! This issue probably won't be resolved in our lifetime, but lets hope our children see a change.


Remember this topic is uncomfortable for people. It is not an easy thing to discuss. So if you have some hateful things to say to me- do not waste your time because I will probably end up blocking you and reporting you.

That being said I want to hear feedback. I want educated smart considerate feedback. If you think I am wrong that's okay. You can tell me, but please be nice about it.



For more information on race please visit here.


I realize that I am rambling and perhaps I sound stupid or or even ignorant. All I wanted to do was provide you with another way of looking at things. I hope you still follow me after this post. You do know that I don't blog about serious issues like this very often.

I am rather nervous about posting this but I think it is important.

I hope you all have a great day!

I leave for FLORIDA TOMORROW MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello sunshine!